COLOR="#00ffff">(Music i heard with you)

(by Conrad Aiken 1889-1973)

Music i heard with you was more than music

and the bread I broke with you was more than bread

Now that i am with out you, I am desolate;

COLOR="#ffffff">All that was once so beautiful is dead

your hands once touched this table and this
silver,

and i have seen your fingers hold this
glass these things remember you ,beloved,

And yet your touch upon them will not pass.

For it was in my heart you moved among them,

And blessed them with your hands and with your
eyes;

COLOR="#80ff00">And in my heart they will remember always,-

they knew you once, o beautiful and wise.

    "All i ever
wanted was you"

 
  (Author
unknown)

WIDTH="200" HEIGHT="246" ALT="kathy ireland" ALIGN="Left">I
listen to the radio

They were playing your favorite tune.

I looked around at the empty spaces

the holes in my soul and our room

I wanted you for so long

seems i never had you at all

All i can do is glare at your picture

WIDTH="200" HEIGHT="305" ALT="kathy ireland" ALIGN="Left">and feel my cold
tears fall

i sit alone and think

wondering through out the night

was it something i did wrong?

What did i do not right?

I try  to go out

tried to get you off my mind.

Every step is a painful memory

down every road its misery i find

I curse the heavens for answers

ALIGN="Left">cried to the skies wanting to know
why

why did you walk out that door?

how could our love have died?

I walk towards you

even though it was something i said not to do

i held your hand in my gently

I whispered "All i ever wanted was you"

"Good-bye"

(written by myself)

HEIGHT="200" ALT="My Ex'Fiance" ALIGN="Left">i see your image fading from
my side i see my heart leaking

from my chest as the daggers of truth storm my mind why is

all the sorrow of loves past etching it's way to my soul why

cann't i stop this torment from ripping my heart apart is it

me am i to caring for people just to be stepped on like a

dyeing cockroach save me from this torment there fair

maiden with hair of gold and heart of fire consume this pain

and never leave my side but as i speak in quite overtones

she sprouts her majestic wings and flies to the starry skies

never to see me never to hear me never to walk with me

and never to be me for the end of an era is upon my heart with a

wind of

foulness just breeze through my heart with a moment of

sorrow and gloom etching its pain deep into my mind but i

stand tall and walk on my chosen path alone the way i

started to travel the first time i look back and seen hauntingly

images of loves from the past and see them fade further and

further from my my eyes for this road of life is filled with

skeletal fragments of souls before me for i know i will make

it to the end some day with all the love that has escaped my

sights there is one love that has never left my side for that

love is for my self so i start to walk once more past another

shinning shadow of my past

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